"This rap game's nipples is mine
For the milking
Till nobody else even fuckin feels tg,me
Till it kill me
I swear to god I'll be the fucking illest in the music
There is
Or there ever will be
Disagree? Feel free, but from now on I'm refusing, to ever give up,
Only thing I ever gave ups using
No more excuses
Excuse me if my head's to big for this building
And pardon me if I'm a cocky prick
But you cocks are slick
Poppin shit on how you flipped your life around
Crock of shit
Who you dicks tryna' kid?"
- Lighters - Eminem
There is so much anyone can take, I think I've reached my limit for everyone's bullshit. Humans were once called the most amazing creatures cause we can adapt like cockroaches, but with brains and free thinking to understand, and develop. Yet, over the last decade or two, we have declined. Liberal groups have come in and made life unbearable, trying to fight conservatives, and we end up in hate wars, of two extremists parties who don't see their own flaws. So much hate in this world, the new fad is to hate on hate. Freedom of speech is a myth as I have always said, but now it seems worse than ever. I remember, when a man could sit in his house and watch football naked, whilst having a beer, and eating a tv dinner, and it was alright. Now it seems you aren't allowed to as such. Society has made us dumber than ever, trying to teach us everything.
We can't go on this way, people need to lighten up, and let people talk. With all the "terrorism" scares going on, and "security" bullshit, I can see people being forced to live in a way, where we can't do shit.
So this goes out to everyone who has become a puppet.
Go fuck yourself, some people are not contaminated by the liberal bullshit, and we don't wanna be.
Friday, October 07, 2011
Sunday, May 29, 2011
You're Going Down
"Master of puppets, I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream"
- Master Of Puppets - Metallica
Growing up our teen idols, or what the media wanted us to be like was Melissa Joan Hart, Amanda Bynes, Drake Bell, Britney Spears. Backstreet Boys, NSync, Boyzone, 98 Degrees was our annoying boy bands.
Worst thing I can remember any of these celebrities doing was, Britney dating and marrying Kevin Federline?
At 14 or 15 when some of us started dating, or having cell phones, it was the shit! Driving Toyota and Honda cars was so cool, and no I don't mean fobs revving it up, but learning to drive responsibly. Whoever owned a PS2, would throw weekly parties and we would go hang out, hang fun, play some soccer, basketball or football.
We had tons of gamers, proper ones, we'd go semi pro, have fun, read comic books, watch tv, play sports and party. If I remember correctly, that is what life is about, learning, having fun, and being smart.
Nowadays, it's a dog race. You NEED to have the latest Apple product, you NEED to own something bigger than the other. 12 year old kids are on steroids, getting "buffed" cause it's a necessity? The teen celebrities, who are barely legal, not to mention the 30 year old who are in my opinion statutory rapists acting like 18 year old on tv shows? How do we expect the world to be fine, if Miley Cyrus, Justin Beiber, Lindsay Lohan and Jersey Shore are what the new generation is growing up watching!
All they do is drink, do drugs, get arrested, and have sex with every random person out there. Too many scams out there infiltrating people's naive minds. To fight against this, we are stuck with global issues, racism, patriotism, feminism and college-know-it-all-hippies. Does anyone notice a trend here? They are ALL forms of extremists! Extremism is what is wrong to begin with, yet we are getting more of them everyday. Too many conspiracy theories about the most retarded things.
On 29th April 2011, the whole WORLD stopped working and watched a wedding? While the world's most lethal terrorist was killed? How can we, as humans be so opaque! I rather not go on about this any further, just think about how we have let ourselves dumb down to a new low.
Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream"
- Master Of Puppets - Metallica
Growing up our teen idols, or what the media wanted us to be like was Melissa Joan Hart, Amanda Bynes, Drake Bell, Britney Spears. Backstreet Boys, NSync, Boyzone, 98 Degrees was our annoying boy bands.
Worst thing I can remember any of these celebrities doing was, Britney dating and marrying Kevin Federline?
At 14 or 15 when some of us started dating, or having cell phones, it was the shit! Driving Toyota and Honda cars was so cool, and no I don't mean fobs revving it up, but learning to drive responsibly. Whoever owned a PS2, would throw weekly parties and we would go hang out, hang fun, play some soccer, basketball or football.
We had tons of gamers, proper ones, we'd go semi pro, have fun, read comic books, watch tv, play sports and party. If I remember correctly, that is what life is about, learning, having fun, and being smart.
Nowadays, it's a dog race. You NEED to have the latest Apple product, you NEED to own something bigger than the other. 12 year old kids are on steroids, getting "buffed" cause it's a necessity? The teen celebrities, who are barely legal, not to mention the 30 year old who are in my opinion statutory rapists acting like 18 year old on tv shows? How do we expect the world to be fine, if Miley Cyrus, Justin Beiber, Lindsay Lohan and Jersey Shore are what the new generation is growing up watching!
All they do is drink, do drugs, get arrested, and have sex with every random person out there. Too many scams out there infiltrating people's naive minds. To fight against this, we are stuck with global issues, racism, patriotism, feminism and college-know-it-all-hippies. Does anyone notice a trend here? They are ALL forms of extremists! Extremism is what is wrong to begin with, yet we are getting more of them everyday. Too many conspiracy theories about the most retarded things.
On 29th April 2011, the whole WORLD stopped working and watched a wedding? While the world's most lethal terrorist was killed? How can we, as humans be so opaque! I rather not go on about this any further, just think about how we have let ourselves dumb down to a new low.
The Truth To Why Shaq Keeps Moving From The East To The West?
"Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself"
- Don't Let Me Get Me - P!nk
Recently I've been into this girl, don't worry, I won't talk about her, that is beside my point; anyway, I have been getting into, well not really, more like interested into ONE anime, and meh, it's aite. When talking to Madm3th0d, he mentioned to me the difference between the East and West when it comes to entertainment.
The West does the conventional (cause we are so into their media) supernatural person, in a normal environment. Girls drool over these men, guys lust for these women. It seems like a win win, but you always say in the back of your head, "that person can't be real." But like everything we have multiple sides, one other side says, "I want a prince like that," which in my opinion is bad. As many of you who have read my older stuff or know me personally know, I HATE feminism with a burning passion. I do feel this kind of media provokes feminism in a way. If you would like to know more, ask me, and maybe I'll talk about it later.
On the other hand we have the East who put up these supernatural and at times stupid settings, with ridiculous powers, yet the personalities are so human and so much like ours, you can't but love it. You relate yourself to it, and see the good, the bad, the development in yourself. Where as in the West, you would just see this facade you would like to believe you are similar to, and blame others.
Maybe one day, we all can see ourselves for what we are, and not this mirage society wants us to be. Just one day, you can look into someone's eyes, and see yourself, content, happy, no regrets and no pain, just maybe you could have no doubts or fear.
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself"
- Don't Let Me Get Me - P!nk
Recently I've been into this girl, don't worry, I won't talk about her, that is beside my point; anyway, I have been getting into, well not really, more like interested into ONE anime, and meh, it's aite. When talking to Madm3th0d, he mentioned to me the difference between the East and West when it comes to entertainment.
The West does the conventional (cause we are so into their media) supernatural person, in a normal environment. Girls drool over these men, guys lust for these women. It seems like a win win, but you always say in the back of your head, "that person can't be real." But like everything we have multiple sides, one other side says, "I want a prince like that," which in my opinion is bad. As many of you who have read my older stuff or know me personally know, I HATE feminism with a burning passion. I do feel this kind of media provokes feminism in a way. If you would like to know more, ask me, and maybe I'll talk about it later.
On the other hand we have the East who put up these supernatural and at times stupid settings, with ridiculous powers, yet the personalities are so human and so much like ours, you can't but love it. You relate yourself to it, and see the good, the bad, the development in yourself. Where as in the West, you would just see this facade you would like to believe you are similar to, and blame others.
Maybe one day, we all can see ourselves for what we are, and not this mirage society wants us to be. Just one day, you can look into someone's eyes, and see yourself, content, happy, no regrets and no pain, just maybe you could have no doubts or fear.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Don't Make Fun Of A 13 Year Old, Look In The Mirror
"Yesterday was Thursday, Thursday
Today i-is Friday, Friday (Partyin')
We-we-we so excited
We so excited"
-Friday - Rebecca Black
Society is dead when it comes to creativity and inspiration. Poetry is now something of a myth, well not really I take that back. Poetry has sunk down to such a level people worship anyone who can make a pun as simple as, "a pun is fun". Like really? That just made no sense, yet if used in a song with a black guy smoking pot or saying fuck (no pun was intended), we shall have a Grammy winner (Looks like I will be a winner now).
Here are some of the most retarded examples I've dealt with in recent times.
Facebook has these retarded games, one was to tell the person what you think. I, being an honest person, who likes not to just say, "you are pretty", said something along the lines of, "you are the prettiest girl with (specific details about her), and I love how you can stay happy and smiling always". You know what that gets me? Laid? No, a thank you? No, she calls me a creeper and stalker. What I was suppose to say was, "you are a nice person". Even if you said, cute, pretty or anything of such you are a stalker, creeper and/or pervert.
More examples? Try this one. To be polite I said, "you are cute". And she falls for me, not love, no, but likes me? Then later, I go what the heck, and she tells me after a while, "I always knew you liked me". Like really? No dude, no! I did not, I don't now either fyi. I ain't tryna be a dik, I was being NICE, but you think it's destiny!
What's worse is, girls with psychological issues, which are so common, well not common, but more like not noticed by society and people, due to everyone being up their own ass, sorry for my French, I meant to say, so full of themselves.
I have met girls who have a fear of:
Anyway, to anyone who's reading this. Remember, do NOT compliment a girl, or say anything original or poetic. Be sure to use other people, specially your dad's money, and never tell the truth. Thanks.
Today i-is Friday, Friday (Partyin')
We-we-we so excited
We so excited"
-Friday - Rebecca Black
Society is dead when it comes to creativity and inspiration. Poetry is now something of a myth, well not really I take that back. Poetry has sunk down to such a level people worship anyone who can make a pun as simple as, "a pun is fun". Like really? That just made no sense, yet if used in a song with a black guy smoking pot or saying fuck (no pun was intended), we shall have a Grammy winner (Looks like I will be a winner now).
Here are some of the most retarded examples I've dealt with in recent times.
Facebook has these retarded games, one was to tell the person what you think. I, being an honest person, who likes not to just say, "you are pretty", said something along the lines of, "you are the prettiest girl with (specific details about her), and I love how you can stay happy and smiling always". You know what that gets me? Laid? No, a thank you? No, she calls me a creeper and stalker. What I was suppose to say was, "you are a nice person". Even if you said, cute, pretty or anything of such you are a stalker, creeper and/or pervert.
More examples? Try this one. To be polite I said, "you are cute". And she falls for me, not love, no, but likes me? Then later, I go what the heck, and she tells me after a while, "I always knew you liked me". Like really? No dude, no! I did not, I don't now either fyi. I ain't tryna be a dik, I was being NICE, but you think it's destiny!
What's worse is, girls with psychological issues, which are so common, well not common, but more like not noticed by society and people, due to everyone being up their own ass, sorry for my French, I meant to say, so full of themselves.
I have met girls who have a fear of:
- Getting close to guys.
- Admiting they love someone, other than their family.
- Feeling anything for anyone, other than their family.
- Commitment.
- Being complimented? (like really?!)
- Looking good.
- Being fat (common, won't make fun of this one)
- Knowledge (they want to be ignorant! Yes it's a CHOICE they made!)
- Falling for a poor person
- Marrying a guy who does not make 6 figures
Anyway, to anyone who's reading this. Remember, do NOT compliment a girl, or say anything original or poetic. Be sure to use other people, specially your dad's money, and never tell the truth. Thanks.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Save yourself, Till You Are Ready
"I know I think, it's very interesting, you're a Christian now, you were a Muslim and when you get your clothes, you buy them like a Jew."
- Bill Maher
I got a great idea for a movie, inspired by Bill Maher. Here imagine the following.
NOTE: Not a story or movie script, this is a skimmed idea of what it is, if I get enough requests, I might write it.
21st century, USA. We should get FOX studios to produce this. Movie starts off with Boy meets girl at a college party. He is with his friends, drinking having a good time, finding his next prey to bang, sorry for my French. He spots an innocent girl walk in. She is with her friends. They get drinks and are chilling in a corner. He sets out to get her. He goes up to he, gets her talking, uses all the old tricks we have. He tries to move forward, but she is resilient. Rather they go out on a series of dates, like we see in movies. No kissing, no touching. The guy can't figure it out, why would she be this way. No burk-ah, no hi-jab or a Chasity belt. Later we find out why she was this way, she believes in abstinence, and wants to wait. The guy decides to get her to marry him. He tells her stuff he would want her to know to make her believe her is honest. And in 2 years, when college is almost over, and his VISA also expires, oh yes, he isn't a US citizen, he was here on a student VISA, but she doesn't know. So finally he tells her about his VISA, and after 2 years when he is about to get deported, he tells her, and she marries him thinking it's her choice.They get married, have sex, have kids, etc. They live happily ever after.
BUT the cool part of this movie, and what we must concentrate on is, the actress, who plays this virgin, should be a virgin. We will shoot the sex scene, where she in real life also will lose her virginity. The cast must be perfect. We can call in Hustler and Vivid to make the sex scene more entertaining. Since finding a virgin is so hard, we must spend all our time finding one, and making sure she is one. So no producer's you don't get to fuck her before hand.
Anyway, leave feed back. We should get a virgin to fuck on cam! Yes for Hollywood and religion! =D. This will teach us how we should be, virgin till marriage.
- Bill Maher
I got a great idea for a movie, inspired by Bill Maher. Here imagine the following.
NOTE: Not a story or movie script, this is a skimmed idea of what it is, if I get enough requests, I might write it.
21st century, USA. We should get FOX studios to produce this. Movie starts off with Boy meets girl at a college party. He is with his friends, drinking having a good time, finding his next prey to bang, sorry for my French. He spots an innocent girl walk in. She is with her friends. They get drinks and are chilling in a corner. He sets out to get her. He goes up to he, gets her talking, uses all the old tricks we have. He tries to move forward, but she is resilient. Rather they go out on a series of dates, like we see in movies. No kissing, no touching. The guy can't figure it out, why would she be this way. No burk-ah, no hi-jab or a Chasity belt. Later we find out why she was this way, she believes in abstinence, and wants to wait. The guy decides to get her to marry him. He tells her stuff he would want her to know to make her believe her is honest. And in 2 years, when college is almost over, and his VISA also expires, oh yes, he isn't a US citizen, he was here on a student VISA, but she doesn't know. So finally he tells her about his VISA, and after 2 years when he is about to get deported, he tells her, and she marries him thinking it's her choice.They get married, have sex, have kids, etc. They live happily ever after.
BUT the cool part of this movie, and what we must concentrate on is, the actress, who plays this virgin, should be a virgin. We will shoot the sex scene, where she in real life also will lose her virginity. The cast must be perfect. We can call in Hustler and Vivid to make the sex scene more entertaining. Since finding a virgin is so hard, we must spend all our time finding one, and making sure she is one. So no producer's you don't get to fuck her before hand.
Anyway, leave feed back. We should get a virgin to fuck on cam! Yes for Hollywood and religion! =D. This will teach us how we should be, virgin till marriage.
Sunday, April 03, 2011
Highway To Hell
"Complexity has close a relationship to a highway. The more open you are, the more cars you have. Making it harder it to see everything. Where as if you are a concealed person, people see less of you, making it easier to see more of you ahead."
I said that to a girl last week, I kinda liked it, so here it is in public.
Life makes no sense at times. I don't know how or why we read about people who make theories about life, cause in all reality, life is simply about the situation and a million other factors involved. Too many questions out there. Too much confusion.
Running away from the past is a trend practiced a lot these days, which I do not understand. I guess that makes me stupid. I do not forget that past, so that makes me scared. Not being able to control emotions or my life, makes me feel worse than ever.
The path is carved for us, we don't have choices or freedom.
Friday, March 25, 2011
What? I don't Want To Wake Up
"What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been"
- The Unforgiven - Metallica
Tonight I will talk about something which is affecting me to a point, I can not take it anymore. It effects millions of people around the globe everyday. This fear is so powerful, it drives people to exile, away from all humanity and society, and mostly family. Marriage. This complex topic, has shattered many households, and broken many hearts. Yet it is a social Plataea we feel, must be reached at the peak of our life.
I never was like those people who said, "I'll never get married," or "I'll never have kids," etc. But I must say I never thought it would scare me this much. Death, Armageddon and other deadly things do not give me the chills like this.
What will happen if everyone my age gets married now? All those girls, who are my friends, gone. My exs and future potential gfs, gone! Guy friends, my ages married, cause of daddy's bank account. I feel so useless right now. Not even having amazing opportunities in life to be great, makes me feel good anymore. Reality as I knew, is gone, forever. I guess it's over, she's gone for good? I guess she will get married in the next 2 years, and where will I be? In school? Working at a multinational bank? At a great law firm? Nothing is certain for me, but her fate is set. I guess it's all over.
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been"
- The Unforgiven - Metallica
Tonight I will talk about something which is affecting me to a point, I can not take it anymore. It effects millions of people around the globe everyday. This fear is so powerful, it drives people to exile, away from all humanity and society, and mostly family. Marriage. This complex topic, has shattered many households, and broken many hearts. Yet it is a social Plataea we feel, must be reached at the peak of our life.
I never was like those people who said, "I'll never get married," or "I'll never have kids," etc. But I must say I never thought it would scare me this much. Death, Armageddon and other deadly things do not give me the chills like this.
What will happen if everyone my age gets married now? All those girls, who are my friends, gone. My exs and future potential gfs, gone! Guy friends, my ages married, cause of daddy's bank account. I feel so useless right now. Not even having amazing opportunities in life to be great, makes me feel good anymore. Reality as I knew, is gone, forever. I guess it's over, she's gone for good? I guess she will get married in the next 2 years, and where will I be? In school? Working at a multinational bank? At a great law firm? Nothing is certain for me, but her fate is set. I guess it's all over.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Compelling Hatred
"Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past"
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past"
- Easier To Run - Linkin Park
WHY?! Why must people haunt us? And why are they compelled to do it consistently, even when we walk away from it! I never asked to be this way, nor have this pain, a past which was forgotten. You have to come back and haunt me. I know everything is subjective and momentary, yet I do not get why nothing can last.
I don't have an answer tonight, only a question. I feel like everything I've known is going down the drain. One day you know your life is great, the next day, it's all gone!
"(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)"
Next you're not watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
Next you're not missed your shot
(Making you're heart stop)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone)"
- Hit The Floor - Linkin Park
I had a plan, and this just isn't it. In a world where most people are pretentious and materialistic, it's hard not to be. I refuse to join them, I will beat them! And when I do, I will let you guys know. Till then, remember, the do not forget anything, every moment is a lesson and experience which will help you learn more.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Shit We Face
"You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you"
- Figure 09 - Linkin Park
Hey guys, I guess I'm back. I've been kinda away from everything. Shit going on as always, but this hit me hard.
How many of you hate something about you so much, that the slightest bit of it makes you despise every single bone of the person who incepted it into you. You can't run, you have to fight it. The pain and misery, will always be faster than you.
Your two biggest foes will pose as your allies, time and society. Trust neither,
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of meYou'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you"
- Figure 09 - Linkin Park
Hey guys, I guess I'm back. I've been kinda away from everything. Shit going on as always, but this hit me hard.
How many of you hate something about you so much, that the slightest bit of it makes you despise every single bone of the person who incepted it into you. You can't run, you have to fight it. The pain and misery, will always be faster than you.
Your two biggest foes will pose as your allies, time and society. Trust neither,
Sunday, February 06, 2011
Mommy I think I broke my life
"Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had"
- The Hell Song - Sum 41
When we are little children, we have dreams, dreams of being something awesome we saw on tv. As we grow older, we mature and realize how these dreams are not possible. At a very young age I knew this, so I would shut out most of my dreams. I didn't know by doing so, I opened the door to many dreams that are possible, and I can do them.
Sounds great I guess, I have dreams which can be accomplished by me? No dream of being on the moon, or seeing the world end, etc. Multiple possible dreams, and conflicting interests. That was the fate I had brought upon myself. It's so much worse than dreaming of being a princess waiting for a prince, or other shit people have. I have changed my goal in life about 7 times in the last few months, each being something which requires years of dedication. I do not accept failure, so I can not be casual in any, but do not have the drive anymore to be great.
Yes, my life is a fail right now. Even after I have so much going for me. It is a fail, that's sad. Right now, at this very moment I am better than a lot, I can even say with confidence I am better off than most on this planet, and better than most in any of my 7 dream fields, but I am broken.
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had"
- The Hell Song - Sum 41
When we are little children, we have dreams, dreams of being something awesome we saw on tv. As we grow older, we mature and realize how these dreams are not possible. At a very young age I knew this, so I would shut out most of my dreams. I didn't know by doing so, I opened the door to many dreams that are possible, and I can do them.
Sounds great I guess, I have dreams which can be accomplished by me? No dream of being on the moon, or seeing the world end, etc. Multiple possible dreams, and conflicting interests. That was the fate I had brought upon myself. It's so much worse than dreaming of being a princess waiting for a prince, or other shit people have. I have changed my goal in life about 7 times in the last few months, each being something which requires years of dedication. I do not accept failure, so I can not be casual in any, but do not have the drive anymore to be great.
Yes, my life is a fail right now. Even after I have so much going for me. It is a fail, that's sad. Right now, at this very moment I am better than a lot, I can even say with confidence I am better off than most on this planet, and better than most in any of my 7 dream fields, but I am broken.
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